I need to take a moment and applaud myself
Because I’m the most jealous bitch out there and so far I’ve been able to control myself 😌 it’s been a month and I’ve been so fucking nice to him, like originally I broke up with him when we dated my freshman year because he talked to so many girls and I couldn’t take seeing bitches blow up his inbox all day. Things are still the same now but it doesn’t bother me anymore, and I feel awesome. Like I haven’t gotten mad about it at all, nor have I said anything. I feel free like for once I’m not in a relationship where we’re arguing about who’s talking to who. We just argue about other stupid shit lmao but idk it’s been one of my goals to not be a psycho jealous bitch like some girls and so far I’m good. But I guess recently I just realized that it doesn’t matter who your boyfriend talks to, in the end he’s still yours and love isn’t about getting anything in return. If you love someone you give it, even if that love isn’t reciprocated. The point is if I love you, I love you; I’m not going to make a big deal about whether you’re loving me properly or not…. because I love you.